I hate to be the bearer of bad news but eating disorders permanently change your metabolism, and i am in the same boat. i have found that the best thing for me is to focus on getting lots of protein, calcium, and iron and not focus too much on what i should not have. as long as you are picking foods that have lots of nutritional value, you are on the right path. we are about the same weight it seems, and have similar goals, because i too, in the healing process put on a few more pounds that i feel comfortable with. if you would like diet/exercise buddy, let me know