There are a bunch of us in the same boat. Check out the Women's corner, you'll "meet" several inspiring ladies who are struggling and succeeding with very much the same issues. Mostly it seems to be all about resetting your priorities to include YOU at the top of the list.
Looking forward to reading all about your ups and downs (yep, gotta be honest here - we all slip up from time to time).
2.5 years, 45 pounds later... 128ish pounds