Hello all I am 21 years old and am 283 pounds. This is the most I have ever been. After my son I went down to 225, but I soon got pregnant with my daughter and the scale sky rocketed. I have continued to gain since she was born. She is now 7 months old. I struggle with food and motivation everyday. My son is 20 months and like I said before my daughter is 7 months. I really need help with this. I want to be there for them in the future. I struggle with not eating then over eating a few days later. I want to make a change in my life, my husband loves me no matter what but I am sick of feel disgusted about myself. We are in an unfamiliar state with no real friends here for support. Thanks for any help!