avelina, Congratulations on doing the C25K! That's great! Glad to see that you are taking advice about enjoying your time with family and not beating yourself up over the food. I struggle with that too and with so many graduation parties, weddings, etc during the summer it's too easy to do. We all need to help each other get through the summer and stick to attaining our goals.
My situation is not the same as yours, but I can relate to being an emotional eater. I try to tell myself that medicating with food won't help and usually makes me feel worse in the end.
Don't give up all hope for getting pregnant.I have a very good friend who went through all sorts of testing and was told she couldn't get pregnant. They decided to try in vitro and she had a baby, then not long after she got pregnant on her own! Also, there are lots of little babies out there that need a loving mom and dad, so maybe that might be an option? You will be in my thoughts as you go through your emotions in this situation. Hang in there.