Very well said, insatiableone. I was trying to word how to respond to this post, and now I don't have to ;).

Sorry, I can't support an unhealthy mindset. At 106 lbs you "feel obese" and hate your body. You do need some help and support, but not the kind you are looking for. I know this sounds mean but sometimes the kindest thing you can do for another is to be brutally honest. Learn to love where you are at this moment, and strive for a healthy strong body that will serve you for decades to come. Good luck.

Hi Lea! I think everyone here has given really valid and helpful tips for you. All I wanted to say to you is please don`t become too absorbed by those last few pounds. It sounds like this is really upseting you, wich I can totally understand, I was in a very similar situation as yours a few years ago in my early 20`s and I became completely obsessed with everything I ate, didn`t eat, crazy amounts of exercise until I had stopped doing pretty much everything else! It was on my mind 24/7. It`s a very lonely place let me tell you! Plus in the long run you really want to be strong and healthy. I know feeling comfortable in your own skin is important too, no matter if its 5 or 50 pounds, everyone has a comfortable weight and certain way they like to look. Just don`t let it get to you now, or you could be setting yourself up for years and years on unhappiness and struggle. Also as others have said, I think you really need to address the binge eating. Look at all the wodnerful things your body does for you everyday! Think positive thoughts everyday and stop the negativity about your body. An unhealthy realtionship of any kind with food will haunt you for life. Good luck Lea and be healthy!