I joined 1 year ago..and this site helped me lose the 10lbs I was looking to lose. In fact by last Sept. I was in the best shape of my life.... Unfortunately the loooooooong winter, and medical circumstances helped me to gain not only the 10lbs I had lost, but an extra 10 on top of it. Also, had completely stopped working out, so lost all of the lean muscle I had. I am so depressed over it now that I binge eat, I seem to have no control. I have no energy for workouts and feel like I'm on this endless cycle of unhappiness. I really need help. My sisters wedding is this coming Sept. and of course I have to get fitted for a dress and then stand in front of a bunch of ppl in it. She also wants me to sing, which causes even more attention. So, there are reasons why I SHOULD have motivation...but I just cant seem to get started.