Do I really have the strength?
Hello everyone, I hope all is well for you. I made it through day 1, and feeling a small sense of hope now. I just had a baby in April, and I weighed 330 lbs in 2011 and I am so scared to go back to that. I feel my husband looks at me with disgust, the same way I see myself. I have 3 kids (1 of which is disabled) and a new baby, and we can't afford work out videos or anything. Stress is definitely haunting me on top of having diabetes, epilepsy, and being a smoker. I don't have any friends, cant afford to do anything and no transportation doesn't help. Sorry not trying to have a pity party, just helps to get it out even if no one is listening. ANY advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for listening!!
I do hope everyone is doing well with the program and Good Luck to everyone!!!!!!