Hang in there. I'm sorry it's so frustrating for you right now. Maybe for now, just try to make healthy choices, and then when you get things stabilized, you can worry about the number on the scale. I hope your tests show good news.
"If you drop an egg, you don't say, 'Oh, shoot' and drop the other 11, do you?"
-Source unknown, but obviously brilliant
Reached goal 4/16/2010...but kind of afraid to look these days