I feel you summergirl88! I guess my brain has been sleeping for the last 3 years, that's how long it took me to go from 140 - 213!!! I've always struggled with my weight. A picture was taken of me and when I saw it..... I finally woke up and realized wow this is me. That was two weeks ago! For the last week I've been motivated with exercising but my bad eating habits are still getting in the way! Good luck to ya!!