I was diagnosed with anorexia and bulimia I go through cycles of binging and starving I've been doing it since I was 13 (20 now) this is the one thing that keeps scaring me into disordered eating.
my family has told me before when I was 13 that I looked fat at 140 since then I've had this fear of gaining weight. I'll starve till I'm so hungry I binge then I'll purge because I get scared of the weight. It's hard to eat normal because it makes me gain so much anymore. I feel trapped.
Goal Weight 1: 110lbs
Goal Weight 2: 100lbs