Merylgirl, I am extremely motivated! I have never been over weight in my life. A year and a half ago, I became extremely depressed and just started putting on the lbs! Then I got pregnant so naturally, i gained even more weight. Horror

! I can no longer go on this way..I have become a hermit, havent seen some of my friends in years. Summer is right around the corner and my girlfriend contacted me and told me they are having a reunion..I cannot let them see me this way! I need to get back to living my life..the way I used to..so yes, I'm very motivated! i can't wait to look in the mirror and feel comfortable in my skin..time to take this big girl suit OFF!!