pushing is exactly what I need and what I can give!
so, yes, I "only" have 30lbs to lose, but I can't do it on my own. yes, my weight does not cause any health threat to me. but it has been destroying my mind for ages.
I have not had a single relationship with anyone because I can't stand anyone looking at me when I am naked if I'm not completely drunk.
those sound like petty problems but I'VE HAD IT. i want to stop whining and become a strong person again, one who loves herself enough to be able to love someone else as well and leave her terrible loneliness.
will you help me?
I am a hard worker, I am determined, and would give back every ounce of support.