My state of mind
It's probably the weirdest thing happen to me.
Last summer, when I really get to almost to my weight goal (127) for a very first time. I worried about my look all the time. And every time I look at food all I see is calories. It's really made me crazy.
Long vacation come, and I let loose and gain a few pounds. Vacation finished and I gained about 10 more. I noticed that during this period, I don't worried about my appearance as much, and my mind feel good and I don't see food as calories.
Obviously I do not like my look now when all my clothes are tight. In my experience, I had 2 extreme state of mind.
Does anyone have this experience? And how can I come to a happy medium/