I'm sorry, csuzano. But maybe that will end up being a good motivator for you, once you get over being sad/angry/upset/whatever.
Just think how cool it will be to look back in a year and say, "Right after that phone call was when I decided to make a big change...and I did!"
Keep your eye on the prize, girl. You can do it!
And now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good.