All righty, Ms. Marilyn! Failing is when you don't come back. You just did and we are glad of it. You didn't fail, you just took a breather! Sounds like you are turning the train around and will pick up steam soon. We all have our weak moments, no matter how much we can pump others up in our strong ones. Now that it's out of your system, onward and upward (or downward, in scale terms).