Hi Angelica, and welcome to the forums.
I hesitated to post for fear of annoying you, but since no one else has stepped up....
What exactly do you want to hear? Probably not the obvious, that you need to either make a commitment to follow through with your eating plan, scrap it and find another plan that is easier to follow, or give up entirely and maybe try again another time.
I'd really like to see you succeed in losing weight, but without the commitment, it's just not going to happen. I've been there, done that many, many times.
If there's anything specific we can do to help, please ask.
47 M 5'8"
May 4, 2010...... 440? lbs. (Start FitDay Size 60 Jeans)
June 19, 2010.... 393 lbs. (First Weigh-in)
June 19, 2011.... 229 lbs. (164 lbs. gone in one year :-)
Current Weight... 185 lbs. (Size 36 Jeans)
Next Goal 169 lbs. (07/04/12)
Ultimate Goal 165 lbs. (12/31/12)
The best exercises for weight loss are Fork Putdowns and Table Pushaways.