The cookie monster calls my name too. I think the trick is to find a different monster. I know I love eating at night, but maybe if the Special K cereal was calling you or a piece of fruit was it wouldn't be so bad.
Today is also my first day on this website, and I feel the same ... like how did I get hear when 2 years ago I weighed 40 lbs. less?? What happened? I know lots of things factor into it, but it still sucks. I think like you I am just looking for some support.. also in college with many determinations... who would think getting a college degree would seem easier than losing weight??
Anyways, I know I shouldn't eat at night at all, but I have been eating things that are healthier like a piece of toast with peanut butter on it... I figure anything is better than the cookies, right?