just reading this now...i totally feel for you. i think you should have a very serious meeting with the manager or the owner. explain the situation in a professional manner and state some of the things that should be inexcusable and that are hurting the business operation. tell your boss you need an action plan on how to overcome these obstacles, one that you create with your boss so that she feels some ownership over it and will back you up.
also, try to remember all of the things that are going well in life. always helps to keep it in perspective.
“People often say that motivation doesn’t last. Well, neither does bathing—that’s why we recommend it daily.”
~ Zig Ziglar, American Motivational Speaker
current weight: 125.6 on April 13, 2011
goal weight: 120.6 in 6 weeks