Thank you so much for the encouragement! Really, you guys made me feel a LOT better. I cried (again! thank you pms, haha) reading your responses. You know, I think my body decided to rebel last night, haha. I was SOOO sick overnight because of my 'splurge' eating. My stomach hurt, it was upset, I felt just horrible. I guess it doesnt' like the "old Amy" food.
I started fresh today and while I DID sneak in a piece of chocolate, I was still well within my planned calories. I honestly feel lighter tonight, not sure if it's because I ate better or I feel more in control, maybe both!
Again, thank you all SO much. Thank you for helping me through my melt-down and for making me feel so much better. I'm pretty sure you are all amazing people!