i totally feel your frustration! i know how it feels to carry around a lot of weight, try everything that comes to mind and still not be able to lose or lose and gain it right back! i was quite so frustrated too, but finding fitday was the end of the frustration for me and i think it's also going to be the end of the frustration for you! just remember log in all your food honestly. that alone helps you make so many better choices and guide you in the right direction. support groups here are amazing, so any question you have, or anytime you need help just ask for it and this amazing people let you know of what they have tried and has worked for them. i'm sure you'll be fine, give it your best and log in the food and come to the fourms for help, ideas and motivations. good luck to you!
Never give up on a dream just because of the length of time it will take to achieve it. The time will pass anyway.
Starting weight: 153.8 pounds 16/04/2010
Goal weight: 125 pounds reached 29/09/2010
Current weight: too embarrassed to say