He does all the lovely surprises and he is great with encouragement when i lose some weight. Always tells me how fantastic i am and perfect. I do believe him-hes been with me everyday for 5years and in ways we are stronger and closer. Im totally comfortable telling him my weight even if i put on. Hes my world but i understand that its my issues thats driving the wedge. I just dont know how to get rid of the negative judgements i have of myself. When i type this it sounds really like-wheres the problem but its just one of them things that once its in my head its hard to shift.
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